Apr 7, 2009
We were not included in the email distribution but have come to find out that SI has had an internal shake up, losing one of the doctors. This seems to have sent alot of us IP's into a frenzy or panic. Thankfully we have been contacted by the clinic director and all seems to be ok for us. Next steps..need receiver address for money wire, do wire transfer, hopefully get surrogate profiles, book time off work, get Indian visa, book flights and hotel, feel good about surrogate choice which should be made by now. So, just a few things to do in the near future! This weekend in Easter and its another holiday without a child. Its very hard to take these holidays even tho we have a life plan in place. I dream of the day when a holiday will be looked forward to or even enjoyed. Not that a child is the only thing that can do this, but after all we have been through its kinda worn us down. On more positive notes our surro friends are all chugging along and so far the news out of India is good. Like any pregnancy the 9 months is stressful with the blood work results and ultrasound reports. We are fortunate to have this thing called the Internet - where we can get questions responded to, opinions voiced and create bonds with people of the same challenges. Imagine going through this alone and in the dark? Winter is here again..don't understand the weather and how we can be 19Celsius one day and now -12Celsius with a light dusting of snow! I think David Susuki would call it global warming.