Mar 23, 2010
7 days down
We are 7 days into our TWW. We had hoped to have a second transfer of blastocysts but these embryos did not make it. Deja vu - two embryos were transferred. We are hoping that two is our magic number this time. It is funny how the first transfer has you hoping for a positive and the second go around has you numb. We are not feeling lucky, we are not feeling jinxed. We are not feeling much. It is odd to not really feel much during this time. I wonder if exhaustion of the process is the reason? The reality is glaring, you cannot count on a positive and you can almost taste the negative. The best part about it is the fact that we are actually having this opportunity. Two years ago our life was a mess having just lost our baby girl at 20 weeks. Today we have hope that having a family is a reality with slim chances, but better than no chance. So yes, we are thankful for this TWW.