Mar 23, 2010

7 days down

We are 7 days into our TWW. We had hoped to have a second transfer of blastocysts but these embryos did not make it. Deja vu - two embryos were transferred. We are hoping that two is our magic number this time. It is funny how the first transfer has you hoping for a positive and the second go around has you numb. We are not feeling lucky, we are not feeling jinxed. We are not feeling much. It is odd to not really feel much during this time. I wonder if exhaustion of the process is the reason? The reality is glaring, you cannot count on a positive and you can almost taste the negative. The best part about it is the fact that we are actually having this opportunity. Two years ago our life was a mess having just lost our baby girl at 20 weeks. Today we have hope that having a family is a reality with slim chances, but better than no chance. So yes, we are thankful for this TWW.

7 comments:

  1. Hang in there!!!! Transfer of two is good, you might be surprised and find that 2 take!!!

    xxx

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  2. So hoping you will receive the desire of your heart this time. Love and prayers, GeGe

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  3. Keep your chin up, Kerrie! I know how hard it is, but hang in there, as this could be it!! xo

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  4. Fully agree about the numb feeling for subsequent transfers, and also how miraculous it is that we're able to attempt this at all. You guys are going to achieve this - whether it's this cycle or another. Big, big hug from all of us.

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  5. I know that feeling so well, Kerrie. But it works for everyone eventually and it will work for you too. You may even be pregant right now!

    How exciting!

    Thinking of you all the time. Baby dust, my friend.

    xxx

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  6. Fingers and toes crossed, thinking sticky thoughts and sending lots of baby dust your way!

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  7. For all you have been through, you still maintain such a hopeful and positive attitude. You are very inspirational! I wish nothing more for you than to get a healthy positive! Got my fingers crossed for you!!!

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